tonight i am the drug you can't deny

so i randomly feel like posting about music today.

honestly i dont know much about it at all. if something sounds good to me, im all for it. i love independant bands, ones that dont sell themselves out to record companies and all that. to me they represent going out on your own, knowing what you want, and getting it. christofer drew ingle from nevershoutnever is an excellent example of this. hes only been in the biz for a year and hes already had six major label offers. he turned them all down. i think thats the way to play your music and keep it real.

now i have absolutely nothing against the signed artists. i love love love tons of em. like cobra starship. theyve become my new obsession. right now im diggin the church of hot addiction. amazing song. last week it was snakes on a plane (bring it). i love their upbeat style and humor thats in all their songs. haha they get sued for some of them. like making fun of hollaback girl with hollaback boy. "this shit is supercalafragalisicexpialidocious..." bahaha love that song. and they recently came out with i kissed a boy which is obviously making fun of katy perry. lets just hope shes more humorous about it than gwen stephani was. mm gotta love them cobras.

all time low is definitly another playlist must-have (haha this is for you janna). their souls just come out of their music and have a feel good feel to them. i dunno if that makes sense hah. oh well. but yeah. if you wanna know anything about atl just hit janna up. their lyrics are her bible. which is understandable since they are excellent of course. theyre amazing live. (and on the phone as jay jay knows). =]].

some people may not dig these alternative punk indie whatevertheyare bands. ahah im not good with genres sorry. a lot of people go for rap. i myself dont think its music. all it is is a beat which is a crucial part of music and all but it doesnt have a melody. and the singing is more talking in a fast pace to me. i dunno. thats just my opinion. if anyone is open for arguement then thats fine with me. sometimes disputes can be fun.

so yes lovelies thats my input on music. ill update that playlist eventually. im just lazy. haha. gimme your opinions. i like to hear them.

G-A-B-E IS COMIN FOR YOU
ashleyy

oh and hit this up

go ask elvis

something good is going to happen soon.

i have no idea what but i can feel it

this weekend is going to be amazing. i know that for sure.

could things be looking up even higher?

lifes been greatly improving lately ive noticed.

its a nice change of pace.

i miss tennessee really really bad though.

i hope youre as lucky as i am to have such amazing friends

i love you
ashleyy

ugh parents are annoying

so im grounded which is why ive been slacking in the blogging department lately

it really is quite annoying

i made my dad mad by doing my nails on the carpet and he slapped me in the head

so i yelled at him for it and told him never to touch me again.

that didnt make him too happy.

but i think i deserve just as much respect as any other person. yes i am his daughter and he does have authority over me but thats no excuse whatsoever to hit me. and i told him that which resulted in him taking away my phone and my computer. sad sad story. what i really hate is how he never tells me when i get it back. i ask him and he just says "when you adjust your attitude and stop being a bitch." but i just cant help it. i really cant. he just completely and totally infuriates me. hes never ever been nice to me. ever. so when he walks in the room i have to get mean or else ill break down from the criticism and looks he gives me. its the only way for me to stand strong. if i dont, ill be stomped all over. sadly this results in taken away priveledges. ugh.

you might be wondering how im on the computer now when im supposed to be grounded. well i had to print something off for school and my mom forgot that i was on here. haha lucky me!

so ill just blog for a while and see if i get into trouble.

i really want my phone back. really. it does nothing at all to disconnect me from my friends. it just makes me angrier. my friends are the only thing that keeps me sane. without them i could possibly die. either that or go phsyco. no lie. if my family was all i had i would run away. friends are the only thing keeping me here. that and fear of whats out there. im a big chicken.

i think i need to find another way to deal with my dad. maybe i should just not say anything and sit on my hands or something. oh and did i mention that i always get the incredibly strong urge to punch him in the throat? dont worry i never have. i would get my ass beaten. but anywho, i really dont want anymore stuff taken away. that would suck big time.

alas madre has discovered me.

ill get on as often as possible

eye lurve youhhh

ashleyy